smile even it just a fake :')

i always try to smile in front of others even it just a FAKE :') but sometime i feels like i cant stand it anymore . i wish you were here again babe cause you're the reason i smile all this tyme :) i wish you could be mine for once again or maybe you'll nevaa T.T  yeahhh , im cryin rite now , i cant hold my tears animore :'(  maybe in front of my parents and my friends i still smile cause its all just FAKE !!  cant you get it ?? i always keep my smile on my face even my heart was dying -.-" this is all happen cause i really love him ... yes , i do love him :)
key you uols . na tao asal ayat aq aineii perrghhhh ilooo ? ahaks;D sebab aq ade jiwa n perasaan babe :) harrrrr -___- kao sume adee ? tadeee kan kannn ? walaweyhh -.-" hampehhh iloo arr . weyh , last nite serously aq nangess ag skalii weyy (T.T) parahhh ilooo weyh aq nangesss . harrr -_-" kao adee ? tadee kan ? ahaks ;D keyy-2 , mmg aq nangess kuat last nite . nak tao napee ? sebab dyee tuuutttt lahh !! nak tao nape aq aq mudah nangess lau psal dyee ? cause aq sayang dye kemah keming and ketat ketaattttt tao ! kao adee?kompemm tadee kan cam aq nii . yess , mmg ! aq nii mmg WEAK  lau ngn laki .. i dont know why either . maybee aq nii ade cntohh bini yang solehah kott . ahaks ;D werrkksss ;P hampehh -.-" last nite aq textin ngn dye . aq gtao at dye sume yang aq rasee . aq ta tipu ngn dye perasaan sebena aq at dyee . aq p citerr at dye sume nyerr . tapi sayang , aq ta dpt textin ngn dye lame-2 cause kredit aq hamper expired daa malam tuu , n lastly tepat jam 12 malam , kna stop lahh . aq ta smpat eply text dyee . im sorry darl :( tapii , aq da gtao dye awal-2 lagi yang kredit aq low . da berapa kali aq gtao dye smpaii last-2 ta bolee nk delivered text lagii . p dyee stil buad-2 ta paham bahase . dye p kate at aq yang aq ni tipu dye and just nak larii kan diri dpd dye jep . ishhhh --" ta mungkenn terjadii ! kalau lah aq ni mmpu nk buad cmtuu , da lame aq buad tao . xdee laks aq dop maen-2 gnggu dye plaks . lau lah dye tao kann camne perasaan aq at dye skunkk ni kan untong :') haiyyy . ape lah naseb . humm , then , dye kate aq nii daa bnci at dyee dah . aq ta tao nk balass cmne agiy text dye tuu . cause kredit aq tadee ?! p aq still tekad weyh , aq p sent RQ at dye gtao dye yg aq tadee kredit , p dye ta paham-2 bahase lagi . due kali aq sent RQ at dye smpaii da ta bolee lagi . yelahh , limit dye juz stakat two tymes kann . then , dye still dop nudoh aq lagii weyh , aq nekad lagii . aq p amek phone rumah aq then aq p call dye . harrrr -___- ta paham bahase sgt kan . mule-2 aq call dye , dye ta angkat , second tyme , aq call dye lagii , dye jawab then dye senyap then dye letak ! bangang --" tapii . aq call lagi sekalii dye ! aq ta puas atii lagi ngn dye . and this tyme , dye angkat call aq . and its happen so quick even aq pon tatao ape yang aq da cakap at dye last nite . and now , its over ! overr !! aq sempat thanxs dye smbel aq nangess babe T.T i cant hold my tears animore when he said that i hate him ! yess . mmg aq ckap agak kasar sikerd ngn dye smalam cause aq geram ngn dye . dye suke sgt babitkan aq lam ape-2 hal macam sume nii salah aq jee ! this is not fair on me ! i cant accept this !! aq letak ganggang phone ngn kuat ~ aq rase dye dengar yang aq nangess semalam . hurmmm . watevaaa . pastoo , aq terus out FB aq n p tidoo , yeahhh , aq tidoo in tears T_T againn . aq tersedar lam kul 2.3o pagii cause ade someone call aq , aq sempat tgok sape yang call aq and it is him again . tapi aq ta sempat na jawab . tapii aq just ignore jep . aq terus p smbong tidoo -.-" 

with tears T_T ,

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